Beautiful.

Ugly.

Or weird experiences.

So ... forcing us to feel a large spectrum of emotions.

All happening in continuous form.

Well ... till all becomes confusing.

Extremely.

Ruining our souls.

Today ... i see ... many times ... beyond all those contradictory emotions ... only pain.

Yes ... pain.

At me.

At ... everyone around me.

I try to understand ... but ...

I just can't.

I've personally started to disconnect from my feelings and any emotions.

And ... the passing of time ... helped me a lot.

Stopping that ... inner emotional balance.

Honestly ... i am happy.

Happy ... it stopped.

Hoping ... is forever.

But ... it's weird.

Today ... i don't feel anything ... anymore.

Being like a zombie.

A real one.

I ran away for pain ... killing my ability ... of feeling life.

Any type of feeling.

Or emotion.

I am not happy.

I am not unhappy.

I don't feel fear, anxiety, worries ... anything,

But ... i also don't feel anything good either.

So .... I have a soul ... but i can't use it anymore.

No.

I've probably lost connection with it.

My life continues, but I believe i went too much into the direction of protecting my soul.

Being metamorphosed into a weird emotional zombie.

Still looking like human ... but being in fact ... nothing that looks like a human.

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